Yesterday started off as a good day. I was hyper and not able to sit still in many of my class. Okay lets go through the day. Nothing happened till about 4th period. I had a double period of physics 4-5 till 6-7. I ended up falling asleep. So did Alyssa and then we got called to the board. I jumped.
Next at lunch i sat with some cool people. Nina and Kelly and KJ. I think Ashley and Steph got mad that i left them, ohh well i cant sit there anymore. What next? Ohh 10th period Pre Cal class. I was so effin hyper i kept being weird. My teacher already thinks im crazy to begin with. I consulted Anthony many times that period. Its alright Anthony, Carvey still loves u.
Finally softball. Right after school in the gym. Before practice actually started i was hyper and then we started to run and i realized how bad my ankle actually hurt. Then throughout the practice i was frustrated at myself and i just wanted to quit right then and there. It took alot for me to just not walk out. I love softball and as many of u know its my life, i just like had a breakdown yesterday with it and everyone on it. And i walked up to Ashley since i love her and told her i think im gonna quit. She was in shock and i walked away before she had the chance to say something. She went and told Marissa cuz she knows im close to Marissa too. I could tell Marissa knew just by the way she was looking at me when the coach was talking. After the coach was done talking i started walking to the locker room and i felt someone pull my arm backwards as if to stop me. It was Ashley, she was talking to me and said im not quiting and she was asking what was wrong and i just started crying. She goes no no no ur not crying on me. So i walked into the locker room and gathered my stuff. I walked back out and Marissa followed me. She asked me what was wrong and i said nothing. Then she said she already knew as she smiled. She said she knows everything. Then we talked.
Anyways Maegan brought me Heather and Shane home. We at first stopped at Kay Vays cuz Maegan had an interview for a job, which she got. I came home to an empty house with no note.
Anyways i talked to Sarah later that day. Shes a bit on the down side too. We tried to help each other. We gave each other someone to complain and cry to. lol. So now its a new day and im gonna try super hard today at softball and try not to be like yesterday.
Phils still gone and im going crazy. Its nice coming home and having him to talk to (of course when he doesnt have work lol) Ohh well i hope hes having fun up there.
Ohh my i almost forgot. I talked to Phil McCuen yesterday. Its been awhile since ive talked to him last. Im happy. He made my day a little bit better. Thanks Phil for talking. What a great guy. Too bad we dont get to talk alot anymore.
Thats all for now. Im patiently waiting for Phils return.
